High and Mellow baby, Like weed in a bottle

My week just went down...I don't know why.

Whenever I try, I can't get anything out of it. I had plans to wait, ending up with just a look. Not even those smiling eyes Id seen otherwise.

Last saturday I was high. HIGH high. Only got higher after that gig supporting Freaks Of Adroit. They're music was high and mellow. Like smoking weed without endangering my health. That kinda music can drug a guy.

That was the high point. After that, everything went down. Sms, and no reply (probably tired). Sunday, Msn, like nothing like that. argh....dang. Ok, didnt want to disturb If I was ( AM I???) and today tried to come late to 'coincedentally' meet. too early lol :) Then tried waiting till 5, But the whole group came. So I didnt pack up and go like that...( Ibra also abandon early)...heh heh...but he left his handphone pouch, which I shall keep till tommorow. Not even a look, or that smile or a WAVE. What Am I Doing? ( or NOT doing?).

Im going to follow in terms of cricket, 11 wickets, and not base ball, 3 strikes. But Id rather not get my 3rd wicket with no runs. ( Those peeps who play the sport will know what I speak of here).

I was high and Ive hit a new low. Things never did seem THIS bad...

I want to write more, But not enough space in book. I can only write the REALLY good shit. (partly bcuz Nhita thought she had the book spec I wanted..WHICH WASNT)

Hav fun, with or without this....I cant really do anything can I........lol....I sound hopeless.......hahaha....Im mad....or going there....

HELP ME!!!

I Am High On You

What should I do,
I feel so empty;
Feels like hiding in a shoe,
Free from any sympathy;

For the braved approach,
Leaves me in the dust;
It is nothing I poach,
Eyes burnt, Nose sore of must;

I am high on you,
Warm and mellow;
But I also feel blue,
Like weed on a meadow;

I am left only,
Myself to blame;
I am now lonely,
With my soul in flame;

To put it out,
I know not, how;
Should I scream and shout,
Or just end it now;

It lives with thee;
My answer and key;

THIS IS FOR YOU!!!