My Guitar Hates 'E' Strings

Yea...keeps snapping whenever I string it, or try to.
Im gonna go to the friggin shop where I got it and get it done there.

We audiotioned yesterday for youth day.
Hilimi was bloody nervous. Sang a bit soft at first.
They said we were not fitting the theme, so not for youth day. But teachers' day maybe.
WHAT THEY MEANT WAS,
We were too awesome for youth day.
Haha. actually brought a smile there.

Im still the same I guess.
No real change.
Life is just going on and on.
I gotta buck up and start the revision and shit.
But will power fails me sometimes, If not all.

Im unsure of what to do now.
If I should that it.
Pain like that dosent ebb away easy.
I have a feeling even if I do make any progress, its all superficial.

Going good for someothers at least.
Elilah and Miharbi.
I love these made up code names.

Bored at home.
Bored outside.
Bored...

I havent done the rhyme for the Bonding Camp shtuff yet.
So here's one from the archives...

The Planet Earth

Too warm,
Too cold,
Just right;
Planet earth;

Not anymore,
Too much salt,
And too much pepper;
We all reek,
At the real cooking!

Earth, a real cuisine,
Rot to mud (cake);
I preferred it when...

Too warm and too cold.

Here we go again!
Ruin another one,
Or two, added to the count;

Post-Camper

WARNING: LONG POST!!!!

Yea...did'nt write much on the last one after the OSL camp.
Couldnt write anything without losing myself.
I thought of editing it, but....no.

Let it lie there.

Anyway, now that Im cooler.

OSL camp, was....fun.
If not all that I expected.
It was goin fine, All assembled and put their bags and shtuff in the bunks.
Had Ice breaking games.

Olivia hated the fact that I thought Barney is gay. ( he is by the way!!)

So, we had the water games.
Massacred the idiots (no offence).
HAHA. Long range bombing,

Jayraj didnt realise where it hit him.
or where it came from.
It just fell out the heavens...haha.

Then they washed up and had dinner.
Couldnt fricking eat the rice. I hate rice.
Prefer noodles.
Then had Jone's speech.
Joel, Li Fang and Zi Kang joined us.

Joel had some weird questions.
Only Haniff, Zi Kang and Me managed to keep the words flowing with proper sense.
Jone was muffled (as usual).
He had more content, but no presentation.
Couldve done better.
Haniff and me were flinchin now and then.
ha.

Then Mr Tan had his reflection.
We had some standing ovations.
Then we left for the night games.
FUN.
I was having fun with the guys.
( I had NO idea it was a trust game, so sry )
I kept whispering in their ears.
Tickled their legs with brooms.
I had fun with Thinesh at the end.
Groping in the dark for me.

Then we went to bed.
by WE, I mean everyone else cept the Exco and seniors.
We stayed up and talked some shit.
Tried Azfar's skate board or snake board. wtv.
Got the hang of it, but cant turn or go forward.
I started writing that days confusion after that,
Then couldnt rhyme.
SO went for a ride on Ting Yan's bike.
Amanda and Alisa saw my rhymes .
" theres alot of anger here..."
they said.
So I said, " its just confusion".

Then the worst hit.
I couldnt even write.
Took the bike.
And rode.
Round and round the Parade Square.
Till my thighs burnt. and I scraped my calf on the stone there.
I still rode.
It didnt burn as it did,
The burn dont flame, when the flame burns on.

I couldnt really take it.
At least the truth came.
Ignorance really was bliss.
Then everything spiralled.

The rest ordered Mac.
at 3 am.
I didnt even feel hunger pangs, as I wouldve...
I kept riding.
They ordered, and slept while waiting.
Cept me and Ting Yan.
I was in pain.
Ting yan just wanted to stay up.

Mac came.
Everyone ate.
I rode.
They slept.
I stopped for a bit and a half rhyme or 2 came out.
Then even Ting Yan knock out.
I felt myself go out at 4 am.
Heard Haniff's phone alarm at 4 20.
woke up and rode again.
The pain was renewed,
Then morning came, I still rode.
Had breakfast and rode.
The rest left and only me and Ting yan in skool.

We knocked off from 9 to like 11.30.
We woke up and left for home.
Then I blogged that short one.
Thats all I could,
My thighs were like jello

Lost track of time a bit. But this entry is too long already.

I havent finished the rhyme of the camp, heres one other.
He seems to be having a better time than me at least.

No hidden title here.

Ibrahim

He waits and awaits,
Opening the doors and gates;
He opens himself up,
Drinking the empty looking cup;

Rhymic words,
Describe little of the pain;
By little he is spurred,
Let it all not be in vain;

Waiting on a line,
Appearing off it;
Slipping down the vine,
The end is hit;

He swings and slides,
Trying to find a hold;
Across two divides,
Crusty, clipping mould;

But the eyes return,
A message unknown;
Less his heart'd be smitten,
His hand always on the phone;

Waiting,
And hoping;
Grappling,
And groping; ( in the dark )

Ibra,
Looks naught far;
For his Nits,
At his Wits' End;

Shoe-box

Everything just crashed.
Nothing can be said.
No rhymes.
No nothing.

Rhymic

Woots school holidays!

Boo! We sec 4s dont have em. This is kinda shit, but Its for out 'good' I suppose.
Im not even paying attention sometimes. I feel so lethargic. weird.

must be a bit of lack of sleep. Computer working, and I started playing Dark Crusade with Chaos (Death To The False Emperor!). So couldnt stop.
Chaos Undivided shall rule thy unbelieving heart!!

sorry, was in the mood there.

Listening to Hole In The Bucket by Harry Belafonte.
Brings a small smile, one I havent really felt in a while.

So bonding camp coming up. Whats gonna happen? Ignorance? The final talk? more ignorance?
But Im hopeful yet. Hopefully not to my own demise. :)

Im rhyming my senses into writing.
warning :*Flaring senses are present*

Senses

Colours of sight;
Cycadellically bright,
Dull and grey;
Through the eyes they bite,
Colours either sad or gay;

Scents of smell;
Painfully sharp,
Inheld flavour;
Like notes on a harp,
Sweet tones of quavers;

Flavour of taste;
Sweet tooth,
Bitter tongue;
Sour youth,
Fresh laid dung;

Sounds of hearing;
The loud bang,
Of the soft whisper;
The deep clang!
The crying whimper;

The feeling touch;
Heat on bare skin,
The biting frost;
Love of kith and kin,
Feeling so lost;

I have delved,
Into my senses;
Or out of them;

Pictures.

Me And Ms Chia.Or is it Ms Chia and I?!

The Jew, The Tree-Hugger And The Poet!

Tree Huggin Jews Who Hang With Poets

The title is random. No real meaning. So don't start commenting on THAT.

What do I hav to say......

Well Ms Rachel Chia left skool on friday. So most of the class were like hoggin round her for pics. She gav me her Lit text she used in secondary skool. So nice of her :) I shall treasure it.

and her famous line "where is the jew?"

hahaha. Oh man.

What else now?

Parent-teacher meeting was the same. "you son has the potential but just LAZY"

Ya I know!! Im too lazy to change. Therein lies the problem!!

Most teachers couldnt believe I failed bio.

"buts its the SIMPLEST science!!

Yea sure....Im not interested to know what exactly happens in my body.

As long as I know that this much happens, its cool. Too much is dumb.

I just crapped didnt I?

lazy to backspace.

haha.

Im still thinking bout one thing in the back of my head, and you KNOW IT. What should I do? I dont know. Some say wait. Others say move on. Others say persist. You tell me! Easy as easy done.

OSL bonding camp coming up. Im gonna go peep in and see what they are gonna do. JUST FOR FUN!! hahaha.

Here's one Ms Chia would remember.

The Jew, The Tree-Hugger and The Poet

The Jew;

Well not really,

More related to the cross;

Ere his heart grows weary,

He feels a deep loss;

.

His loyalties uncertain;

Not israel,

Nor India anymore;

He puts on a veil,

To remain a bore;

.

The Tree-Hugger;

And enviromentalist,

Saving the Earth;

The English activist,

Old School mirth;

Naturalist, Anti-US;

He loves the animal kingdom,

And his shiny waxed hair;

A sort of wisdom,

Less it is cursed bare;

The Poet;

His rhymes,

And words;

Merely mimes,

Wingless birds;

.

Homphobic;

Believer that gays should die,

With the white west;

Questioning, mundane, like why,

The brighter sun sets;

So now you know,Of three;
Added below the bow,

Of the Joker, The King and the Thief;

The Jew, The Tree-Hugger,

And The Poet.

The Other Side

Not using my computer. Network problem. Hate using this computer. The keyboard feels like a typewriter, *click click click*

Damned

Still listening to Relapse.

It must be the ganga.

Haha!!

But Green Day have done badly, or so I think. 21st century breakdown aint that good. What happened to giving it to the man!! what happened to Fucking The System!!! *sigh* they've toned down. they could have suceeded SOAD....so sad....

MT intensive program is a killer!! tamil from morning to evening. I could die talking tamil. Hopefully get a frickin A for this monday's O lvls and get it done.

Still the same aint it?? apparently there is some competetion. meh...I still see no response. Im gonna try and catch the right train tommorow. Maybe lucky eh?

So whats going through you mind now? Still ignoring I can see. Yellow letters on a pale white screen and Im staring at it trying my best to highlight em. At least here its highlightable. Is that bad? ah well. Nothing is hidden. Except the blatancy. I dont know what sparked. But dont douse this flame!! I won't say it yet. Fear stops me from typing it ( plus this darned keyboard ).

I hav written my 100th poem!!! (a few days ago). A century baby!! and this is the 100th poem. The title fits I guess.

Century

The number,
Of two zeroes;
And so far,
I thank the heroes;
Of he lays;

To those who hurt,
Or are victim to;
And those once in dirt,
Now out of the blue;
Into the lays;

To the insanity,
That is bred,
To unravel humanity;
In all heads;
Thus the lays;

And to the recent,
Depressional emotion;
Descriptions run indecent,
With no real notion;
To the lays;

Many more will,
Count unto more;
Maybe not till,
The world of words,
Is a bore;

But a Century,
A hundred;
An acheivement,
That is done-ded;
Aliatic moment;

Must Be The Ganja

YEAH!!! WHOOP!!

RELAPSE IS OUT!!

Slim Shady Has Outdone Himself!!!
Listening to the new CD!!

And in other news.....

*nothing*

not really nothing. Its just I don't know what Im doin, how or not and why. Questions race in my head like *whoop*.

Mid Yr SUCKED. failed Bio BY TWO MARKS!!! TWO FUCKING MARKS!!!!!!
Didnt noe a shit bout Human Reproduction ( sex duh! )
Its harder than I thought. Who knew SO much was involved(!!!)

Ah well. Nothing else really.
Have to motivate myself and study.
Oh man. Oh well.

I dont know how it sparked or why. At least talk instead of the hints ( which I cant read on your blog ). U replying my msges to be polite or whut? I see u turn away when u see me. I see u think to yourself why Im there. At least talk or may it go back to where it used to be. I dont like this. Please I beg of you. At least talk. I think it went off wrong. I dont know if its me or something U hav or dont. OR WHAT!!! ARGH!!!!! I just dont anymore....I dont noe what I feel, why I feel, and how to feel. Should I even feel???

Ive delved into my senses. Or out of em

Insanity Streak

Insane,
Mundane;
As each day,
Is a new pain;

Feel the sight,
Of burning pitch;
As you taste the sound,
Of falling ditch;

See the touch,
Of scalding skin;
Smell the taste,
Of bitter jerkin;

There is a streak,
As my head leaks;
It shall leave me,
My mind and soul weak;

Insanity, Grips you;

To the definity,
Of the infinity;

When the skies taste blue,
I fell overdue;

Insanity Streak

My computer went down for a week. Strange.

I wanted to prove the theory that the world has gone Insane. I turn on the radio and hear Lady Gaga is No. 1 and I have the proof. So yea. Insanity is everywhere.

Im on poem # 95. Thats cool. nice number don't you think?? 95 95 95 95 95 95 95 95 95 95 95 !!!!

Now I know that elation only lasts for a maximum of 6 hours. At least I think the card was opened. I don't know. I know nothing no more.

Relapse coming out tommorow!!!!
SHADY IS BACK BITCHES!!!!!!

Here is one of the 95....9595959595.

Belated Elation

As my elation,
Turns to belation;
I still wait;

To give,
But a gift;
A covering drape;

Shutting my mouth,
Closing my heart;
A face of Frowns,
Of playing cards;

As I enter a cycle neverending,
I wonder just, if;
This is just nevermending,
Sort of blunder-ish;

Once I see, you,
Stepping out;
I grow tense;

Inside bleeds,
Doubt;
Of crossing the Fence;

A short smile,
Of thanks;
Sends me a mile;

A fly,
and laugh;
For only , though, a while;

I await,
Another;

Hopefully Its Just In The Timing

Im gonna hide in a box..If I can find one big enough.

Im gonna just wait. But I can't to just giv a frickin GIFT. My record is 9 trains.

*sigh* Must CONCENTRATE on MID-YEAR!!!


Is it hate?? Or Ignorance??

I need to know.

I shall know.


*IN OTHER NEWS*
I Got the thrid BOOK!! Thank You Ms Chia!!!!! Penned down the stuff I wrote over the 2 weeks. The story of Alias LIVES ON!!


I actually remembered one of my weird dreams. Maybe its cuz I listened to Yellow Submarine before sleeping. Lol. Penned it down. I don't think it has so much a deep meaning. Should have..considering Its MY dream..I kid I kid...

Utopic Dream

My eyes may sleep,
But my mind flies;
My soul weeps,
For no reason it cries;

Wandering,
On a plain meadow;
Wondering,
Who invented the shadows;

Looking up at the sky,
Marvelling at the blue;
Looking down, and Oh My!
They are flying away, My shoes;

I run and chase,
As they fly on;
Then the hands of the clock face,
Turn backwards to Morn;

Dew drops,
And grey sky;
Like many mops,
Where one dies;

A spark, and a flash,
Breaks the serenity;
Then a loud crash,
Sounding to infinity;

As the torrents fall,
I run around;
Till the hallowed halls,
Of a cave I found;

Crawling within,
Shivering cold;
In a loud din,
Hearing thought nor word;

A rose stood alone,
In that dark hole;
In my eyes it shone,
Reminding me of gold;

But reaching out,
It bends away;
Full of doubt,
The sky turns to clear day;

Looking down again,
The rose looks withered;
I weep for its bane,
Into earth it slithers;

Burn Utopia!!

There Must Be Some Kinda Way Outta Here

Im addicted to Hendrix and System Of A Down.'

THERE MUST BE SOME KINDA WAY OUT OF HERE!!!



Im still down... I wanna finish this shit, but coincidences fail me....*sigh*...I'll get there....HOPEFULLY

Nothing much else to write...Its inked on my palm...Had to scrub for half hour cuz got exam...lol

enjoy this one

Laments

Talking and walking,
Mocking or shocking;

Thy reaction should concur;

Whispers and misses,
Waiting and praying;

To stay in cover;

Do more or emo,
Wickets and thickets;

This is how I am;

Hiding shoe, or what to do?
Crying as I am writing;

Thus I am damned;

A life as such,
Is not really much;
I need a path,
Other than writing art;

Writing lament,
Dying attempt;

Emotional Quotient, With A Physical Remainder

Im stagnant.

Just here.

Im still.

What should I do??....Man I sound hopeless right?....

Im ROFE.
Rolling On The Floor Emo!!!......*sigh*

Still no book...I NEED A NEW BOOK!!!..I have too much to write...

Im still waiting....and shall....

Perhaps Coincidences shall happen.....

One of the works to be in Book III, BUT THERES NO BOOK!!!!! ( written on a foolscap pad...thats just weak )

Pondering Questions

Why?
Why, Oh Why!

Was it something,
I said,
Or did;

If I die,
Looking up at the sky;

'You' is what I think,
I am dead,
But to bid;

What now,
Do I do;

Run away.
Never looking back,
To never return;

Or think how,
To you, I woo;

And thus I may,
With my feet in a sack,
I shall roll my turn;

I shall wish,
Upon the star;
You shine the brightest,
Among them;

High and Mellow baby, Like weed in a bottle

My week just went down...I don't know why.

Whenever I try, I can't get anything out of it. I had plans to wait, ending up with just a look. Not even those smiling eyes Id seen otherwise.

Last saturday I was high. HIGH high. Only got higher after that gig supporting Freaks Of Adroit. They're music was high and mellow. Like smoking weed without endangering my health. That kinda music can drug a guy.

That was the high point. After that, everything went down. Sms, and no reply (probably tired). Sunday, Msn, like nothing like that. argh....dang. Ok, didnt want to disturb If I was ( AM I???) and today tried to come late to 'coincedentally' meet. too early lol :) Then tried waiting till 5, But the whole group came. So I didnt pack up and go like that...( Ibra also abandon early)...heh heh...but he left his handphone pouch, which I shall keep till tommorow. Not even a look, or that smile or a WAVE. What Am I Doing? ( or NOT doing?).

Im going to follow in terms of cricket, 11 wickets, and not base ball, 3 strikes. But Id rather not get my 3rd wicket with no runs. ( Those peeps who play the sport will know what I speak of here).

I was high and Ive hit a new low. Things never did seem THIS bad...

I want to write more, But not enough space in book. I can only write the REALLY good shit. (partly bcuz Nhita thought she had the book spec I wanted..WHICH WASNT)

Hav fun, with or without this....I cant really do anything can I........lol....I sound hopeless.......hahaha....Im mad....or going there....

HELP ME!!!

I Am High On You

What should I do,
I feel so empty;
Feels like hiding in a shoe,
Free from any sympathy;

For the braved approach,
Leaves me in the dust;
It is nothing I poach,
Eyes burnt, Nose sore of must;

I am high on you,
Warm and mellow;
But I also feel blue,
Like weed on a meadow;

I am left only,
Myself to blame;
I am now lonely,
With my soul in flame;

To put it out,
I know not, how;
Should I scream and shout,
Or just end it now;

It lives with thee;
My answer and key;

THIS IS FOR YOU!!!

Russian Roulette With Only 1 Empty Spot

Somehow things are shaping up. Hope it stays that way. If anything tumbles now, its alot to pickup in a short time. School is becoming more and more like kolangal. My tamil peeps will noe what Im talking bout there. So much shit and crap. *sigh*....life.

Today Mr Heng gave another speech on enviromentalism. They are having a tree huggers convention. Im sorry to all you supporters, But I lost my faith in it after seeing the statistics of the USA...44% of em think this is bullshit and they take 40% of the world's oil. If they cut down, I will join this movement. Mr Heng believes in Karma, But I beleive in my deserved gratification....and Not sacrificing for the white men of the west. (thats not rasicst)..

Ive started and I hope I dont crash and burn. If not that is strike two and that scar will bury DEEP...dang...looks like this shit spreads....anyway......

I had this sudden desire to play russian roulette, which I cant do here. So the next best thing, is write bout it. yea....random ideas....great innit?

The Gun Barrel Dare

Russian Roulette,
With a special 9mm;
But I can bet,
Its better than some egg-beater;
Click!

One round, you're safe,
But it does not end there;
To a hair's breadth shave,
The gun barrel dare;
Click!

The tension builds,
And so does the wait;
But it does not kill,
And you take the bait;
Click!

It is a card game,
As you call, five aces;
As a chase, you're lame,
The sight of many faces;
Click!

The last one, hoping it is'nt you;
All or none;
Click!
Its all over now;
Bang!

It Feels Soo Good To Be Back

Damn this blog is dead....or in the grave waiting for the dirt to fall in. I don't know what Im doin or WHERE Im going. damn....And school also irritating. Ive given up on telling some dudes what to do if ur'e just gonna give that murder stare anyways!!

Ms Gopal took my letter writing and gave the whole class a good look and analysis of it. But thats not enough see!! SHE TOOK IT TO 5N2 as well....Yogi almost laughed his ass off seeing me!!...dang....

Speech Day Parade coming soon. And we all marching like crazy. NCC GOT NEW RIFLES....and the first thing Mr Siraj wanted me to do, was paint the nozzle green.......great job. Oh and I passed napha....jumped and did 1 pull-up and dropped...Mr Chan wondered why I couldnt do it but could run. I gave him a nice story of how tummys are more aero-dynamic....and that rippling abs cause drag. He kinda smiled.....

And here is for that soap opera in BTVSS for sec 4s....Our Grp

The Story's Story

Sex changing,
Mind breaking;
Sock whopping,
Hell coming;

Evolving problem,
Changing faces;
Little hoodlums,
Little chases;

Chapters written,
Yet nothing is done;
Pride has been bitten,
In you're throat is a lump;

In and out,
They come and go;
Put on a pout,
Inside screaming NO!!

Find the solution,
The light so bright;
Resulting fusion,
Two sides of a bloody fight;

Do what you should,
Or do as you would;

Guess What Im Thinking Right Now.....

Im procrastinating so much....I forget to blog...haha!! Lets see....came back from Adam Khoo workshop (where leroy and andrea made us laugh) and was SO motivated to study. Of course being motivated and ACTUALLY doin it is different...I'll get there.

School is fun...If you call it that. Accompanied Part 'C's on their trainfire for SAR 21 at HQ. I hate some of those idiots there sometimes. Some are very good while others are just suckers wanting a nice kick! SAR rocks!! cocking the rifle is SOO damned easy...better than M16. But the stripping arrangement is kinda wierd...m-16s one is more neat!

E5 won cheer competetion for sec 4s...but not overall...In a wierd turnout it was awarded to a SEC 1 CLASS!!! SEC 1!!!!!!!!! its like the first time!!! F*** THE SYSTEM!!! Sports heats was nice.....Harris didnt reply when I said "HI" when running 100m...said he was CONCENTRATING!!! haha...

Heres the one I said Id put up soon but procrastinated......yay.....

Slaver Of Economy!

Rest now,
You knave;
So how,
Do you crave?

You slobber,
And shudder with fear;
So sober,
Drowned in vice of beer;

The whip of life,
Cracking in the air;
Slicing like knife,
On so skin so bare;

You slave on,
After you 'education';
Why then are we born,
To delay our rightful gratification;

A bubble shall rise,
On out footsteps;
Then fall beyond size,
Near death's doorstep;

I am a proud citizen,
Of the free economy;
And a slave to its whims;

That is thy pledge undertaken!

New People And New Revelations....ooooohh!!

Midway through common tests and bio is shaping up to the INTERESTING chapter...neff said I think! I dont get Chemistry....weird elements and shtuff (shtuff= Shit +Stuff). I see a BIG event at skool but NO BLOOD....or at least punches or somewhat.....I kid I kid.....No one shld really get hurt...

Found a new friend on facebook by the name of Reena Chand. DP looked like some 18yr old and shes 15!!.....Mr Joshua Tan has gone to reservice and the whole school misses him :( Joined the "we miss mr joshua tan" grp on facebook. lol! Seems like the world is goin haywire.....at least my backlog has FINALLY CLEARED UP!! whee!...freedom for 2 seconds!! Im unsure of this whole "education" thing....so todays work is!!! about it!!!!!!!

k I left book 2 in skool....so sad.....one of the Unwritten ones then...next post I shall talk of this stupid system we hav....

Untitled Person, Speak

The deceiver,
You talk;
The believer,
Shall mock;

After speech,
You stop to stare;
I breach,
You are left bare;

You pull the door,
A bid to close;
Fall on the floor,
Break hooked nose;

You fiend,
You snake;
But indeed,
Its for your sake;

The Uncommon Common Tests Are Here!!!

Common tests are here I usually woudnt be studying hard for maths. But this is an unusual year for us all....I hate circle properties. School is shaping up to really really suck! and rock at the same time. Ms Gopal seems to really hate facial hair...maybe if she was able to grow her beard, she would know how cool it is to scratch your chin with one! I kid I kid..( I heard she actually READS her students blogs...so better safe to not go into it ).

Some people should just piss off...or be sent to somewhere like MARS. People maybe like Bush, or other americans of his state of mind....or some others I cant name for sake of personal health. ( If u come beat me up, you have a guilty consience ) I just wanna finish my O levels and play WoW for 2 months and probably not see the sun. Ok maybe not soooo extreme. But on the last paper, Im gonna stop by a game store, but WOTLK and a game card and come home and not get off it till they call me to get my results. Or until my mom calls me for dinner, whichever seems better at the point of time.

I have FINISHED part 1 of book 2 of my alias works. Part 2 has been attached behind so now its a whole book and not 2 seperate ones, though they can be seperated if needed. One of my last works was this. ( I have a new entry about a certain...creature.....in my school.....might put it up in later posts...like when Im safe )

This work refers to the turn of events I see in school:

The Game

The ball rolls,
Hither and tither;
The power it holds,
Is all but bitter;

The ball does not blame,
Nor is it a reason;
It is the leg so lame,
That commits the treason;

These gaping holes,
And expanding relations;
The distance of poles,
Is your joint creation;

It takes two,
To create and issue;
Proven true;

I help thee,
Be open;
To be free,
Soak in;

Forgive,
Maybe not forget;
To give,
Is better to get;

Be ready,
To relieve;
It is deadly,
So believe;

The ball,
The player;
I have called,
For a prayer;
The blessing is in your hands,
Amen, Om, and everything else;

Happy/Merry Valentines Day

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY. [and im alone ): ]But thats beside the point. You ppl out there who actually HAVE you-know-who, have fun!! Came back from chemistry remedial even more confused about the whole solution-things-getting-electrolysed. (I dont get the aqeous and molten thing). So then today was me,myself and Alias. Not even WoW to have fun...daaaamn! *sigh*.....I dont noe weather I want O lvls to come QUICKER or SLOWER....man life sux sometimes......


Poem spurt ended today, with a 3-page on valentines which I might or might not post. I have to filter it out first, then there may only be like 4 lines left! So todays is from my spurt, a story of a Raven, two actually.

The Brothers Raven

Ever watching,
Out of sight;
Eye catching,
Feet so light;

In the Raven Hold,
Crows' Dark Nest;
Ending a flight so bold,
Three arrows in his breast;

Yet he flew,
A mile or so;
At last he blew,
A breath no more;

He fell from the sky,
A dropping stone;
Seeing him die,
Grey Raven mourn;

He took flight,
And so did an arrow;
In fire did it light,
And passed through his marrow;

He cried out in pain,
As proud feathers burned;
It seemed in vain,
As he flapped and turned;

He saw the ground,
Coming closer and closer;
He felt the sky,
Ebb farther and farther;

He thought of his Sire,
Lord Raven'Kor;
He sent love to his mother,
Lady Fair-wing;

He gave upon his brother,
A proper earned passing;
He fell on him, burning feather,
The dusk not masking;

Thus the Brothers,
Of Raven Hold;
Passed through the ashes,
Into the unknown;

May their wings,
Fly then forth;
The Eternal Nest waits for thee!

Life Can Kiss My Ass! ( "Butt" not "ass" for those of you )

Man Life sucks... Biology. A veeery boring subject (to me) complimented by a teacher who only flaunts and dosent really teach. BUT it's easy to score. Physics. an AWESOME subject, with a teacher so good, wise and in a lame way funny. BUT it takes a lot to score well. Why does life screw us this way I wonder.

Becoming a fan of Queen. you know....QUEEN....WE WILL WE WILL....ROCK YOU ROCK YOU!! with a name like that, they are all men. and brits. So Tie Your Mother Down!!! (its a song...dont jump on your mom with a rope, you are insane). suddenly hit by a poem spurt today. Wrote like 3 or 4 in a span of 30 minutes. Just hit me I guess. Im almost done half of the 2nd book already. This is gonna be an epic book collection to take out when I become an old fogie....and reminesence on the good old days......This was one of the works I did.....

The Wandering Murder of The Vagabond

What was over,
Has actually begun;
And moreover,
In your hand is the gun;

Fire it now,
Let it be done;
Only then shall they bow,
The Father and The Son;

But the dead,
Do not speak;
You lie on a bed,
Past the peak;

Die alone,
Vagabond;